Tuesday, June 23, 2009

A Heavy Day In DC

I began my 'day' to this.

Herself was at work downtown and even though neither of us use the Red Line frequently you just never know.

Tragedy visits us here in Washington from time to time and this has not been the first time I've anxiously awaited a call.

I tried her cell and it dumped into voicemail . Nothing unusual there I told the scrabbling and as yet unformed fears that rose out of my mind like a miasma.

Then I tried her office. Same deal. No biggie. She might have stepped away for a minute. I leave a message asking her to call me back. You have nearly five and a half million people in the Washington Metropolitan area according to my rational mind. The trains were coming in to the city. Why would she be on one of them? Still though...

I can't help flashing on 9/11 and pulling up to the Springfield station to see her sitting on the kerb. Safe and sound. On that terrible day she had been at the Pentagon City station when the plane hit the Pentagon (one stop along the line). We held each other for a long time.

I'm snapped out of it by my phone and all of the fears and doubts are evaporated when I see it's her number.

"Hi..I got your message. I'm fine. What happened?"

"Hiya. Bad accident on the Red Line...I just wanted to...you know.."

"I know."

Afterwards I sat on the steps to our back yard with my tea and watched the fireflies in the twilight.



Update: Death toll is now 9 according to CNN

15 comments:

conortje said...

so glad she is okay - just been looking at the photos - horrible stuff...

travelling, but not in love said...

That's nasty. Glad it was all ok for you.

But really - we are lucky to have the human connections that give us those kind of feelings. Imagine if there was nobody in your life that you worried about to that level?

That'd be something to panic about.

savannah said...

so glad all y'all are ok! xoxox

mary said...

Glad that you and the Missus are ok.
XXX

Kim Ayres said...

Phew...
((hugs))

PI said...

The uncertainty is hell.I'm glad at least in your family all is well.

Maz@styletreaty said...

Glad to hear everything was ok! Was thinking of you when I heard :-)

Maz

Anonymous said...

Thank God, all of you are OK
both of us were thinking of you
Love as always
Tracey and Darcy
p.s.
get some drink in to ye,and for tomorrow wishing you a happy day
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

AA said...

I thought of you when I heard this on the news.

<3

Fat Sparrow said...

Wow, I'm glad everything worked out okay. I hadn't even heard about it 'til I looked at your blog.

Seda said...

Glad you're all okay. Sometimes the word is not so benign... http://silknvoice.blogspot.com/2009/06/jenny.html

Looks like I'll be talking to those Wyoming folks soon, after all...

Sniffle said...

Freaky. Fragmented. Fragile life. Fatalist. Frightening.

Fanks.

Jeez Dev, JESUS CHRIST.

mapstew said...

Musta been scary!

Lette said...

jesus I hate when ya get frights like that, im delighted everything turned out ok :)

Long time no see, hope all is well with u :)

EashtGalwayWoman said...

As I began reading I got 9/11 flashbacks. My sister was near the trade center, I was in midtown. My husband and baby were in NJ. NJ I could reach by cell because of state-to-state calls but could not reach my sister for hours. I truly thought the worst.
I found out she walked 13 miles home, faltering only on the bridge. She called NJ who called me. Jesus, the relief!
I got home the next day, sleeping that night on a friend's fire escape watching rescue vehicles and big diggers drive silently down to Ground Zero.
I know very well the stomach-in-knots feeling.